Hmm… Okay! Okay! I’m nervous and I don’t actually know
much about this new world I am entering. I have long been pondering what to do,
where to go, what to expect and not to expect and all that. But at this point,
though edgy and naive, I want to give this new endeavor my best shot; I mean I want
to excel in this. I know I still have a long long way to go… still need to eat innumerable
sacks of rice… still need to stumble and fall and get up back and back again…
but I have high hopes and a great deal of ‘Keep Trying’! Though nervous, but assured
of being a certified never-gonna-give-up toughie.
Because this time, it’s gonna be ME!
All along, I was always that somebody behind the curtain,
the always-so-shy-and-so-quite girl who always tries to hide herself from the multitude
and stays in her comfort zone and misses opportunities.
And now, this new world I’m into which doesn't require me to
stand before the crowd, is just so perfect to show the real “ME”. Doesn't mean,
I’m being untrue to the people around me. Meaning, I can speak up my mind, shout
out, be what I want to be, pour out myself, just ME, but of course without
being offensive and without hesitation and timidity. Yes, Timid! That’s me! But
starting at this very moment, in this new dimension, I’m gonna be that girl I always
wanted to be, a girl bursting with chutzpah!
Well, yeah! Perhaps only here in the blogosphere, but who
cares? As long as I am being the rightful and true “ME”.
=) Godspeed!
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